okay.im actually supposed to be in the mosque to pray now.haha.i took the chance of staying at home to actually "wait" for my brother to reach home from his training.yeah.like.he came home so super late today la.tsktsk.when i reach home at about SIX??hahh.well.forget about that.
training today was actually quite normal.just that we ran 5 rounds.compared to our usual routine,we always run 10 rounds around the pitch.yeah.but i was actually feeling so tired after FIVE rounds.and its like...FIVE rounds please.tsk.felt so unworthy today.hahh.for the sake of this fasting thing.yeah.and you know what coach actually said??"you dont need to run if you're not fasting".like...wth la okay.he said that only AFTER we finish running.tsk.but he was so nice during our training.he went "you can take a rest if you really cannot take it".yeah.haha(: i guess he heard my pantings-shocks.(: haha.but well,i just REALLY have to get used to it.
mass run starting tomorrow((: and it will help me in my running during trainings((:
trained with the seniors just now.and its like...i was the ONLY sec 1 girl to be training with them la.i practically screwed up la.i was panting all the way.and i basically JOGGED and WALKED on the pitch.bloody hell.i didnt even RUN la okay.tsk.i feel so worthless now.sighs.

if you were mine
i'd be your everything
and you would be the only thing
that i would ever need
if you were mine
i would tell everyone
that you are the only one
that i could ever want